It is a festive season in India and most of the places are lit up and people are colourfully dressed.
Celebration reminded me of some lovely moments and accompanies who are no more a part of my life.
Sadness of losing them, thought of betrayals, feeling of how could so much of love and care be reciprocated with abandonment reaching my eyes.
Pushing me to turn those into heavy big drops of tears and a slight pain in my head and heart,
Just before the feelings could turn my sparkling eyes into blurred teary eyes I was reminded,
Hey! Isn’t it wonderful that you have so much love in you.
So much of care and consideration that even hurt didn’t stop you,
You carried on you learnt to not give up and love again,
Although it all eventually turned out to be the same you fell and rose again.
A part of me is broken and is in a lot of destress and pain,
But a bigger part of me is ready to spread love again.
Today walking down the road I discovered I have an ocean of love and compassion in me,
Part of me reminded weren’t u always this, forgiving, loving and caring.
Leaving me with this thought I am wondering if this was a discovery or this was always me.