Rebloging doesn’t just seem to be a reblog,
Somehow seems like the heart once again got clogged.
Funny how sometimes life gets you back to square one,
It just get’s you to think how you shouldn’t have gone ahead with that someone.
So here I am rebloging my post I wrote or should I say went through a year ago,
It doesn’t really seem a year it seems like I felt it lived it just some moments ago.
Came to a point of realisation today,
Nothing much changed since long or yesterday,
But confirmation of where I belong happened today.
Its painful while i wrench my heart out,
One more chapter in my life is on its enroute,
I somehow knew it but my silly heart kept having its doubts.
Somehow once again I find myself in darkness,
I wonder now am i disguised as a happy and peaceful soul,
Was I living in a dreamland where happiness, selfwort, peace and loving myself was my goal.
The mystery remains if it’s just this moment or this is how I am meant to be,
Tomorrow could be a better day tomorrow I may love myself and be proud, happy and love myself and respect the real me.